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Friday, May 27, 2005
im half blind!!!! :'(

i look like a pirate~

there's this huge eye patch covering my left eye and blocking my view!

*waiLs*

(i_________i)

it was too serious to be operated from below the eyelid away frm view n the only method was a slit on top of my eyelid...

the scar runs nearly 1cm across my eyelid.

1CM!!!

and will b scarredddd.. *sigh*

:(

u tell me.

how am i not suppose to be sad?

*sigh*

i have no idea that today will be the actual op itself so i was all alone no mum no
dad... :'(

so damn nervous tt i was shivering even before i entered the operating room.

next came a nurse holding a "treaty/acknowlegement" thingy which i had to sign abt me knowing the dangers blahblah and i agree to go for the op...

even on the bed i was shivering... hands, legs.. practically my whole body was just shivering or shld i call it shaking...

local anaesthetic was not useful anyway... i can feel the painpAinPAIN!!!

even the injection for the aneasthetic was DAMN painful and the whole eye was swollen after its injected.

had another eye anaesthetic in the form of an eyedrop... cooling and actually, i dun see the need to numb my eyeballs.

one huge round circular disc holding 5 huge round white BRIGHT B.L.I.N.D.I.N.G light shining down on me... the type u always see in the op room...

hav u ever experience the feeling of something S.L.I.C.I.N.G thru ur skin?...

omg its damn gross... then the metalling surgical spatula like instrument reaches within the cut on my eyelid and starts to SCOOP n DIG its way arnd... i can feeL my skin pulling and stretcHing... GROSS!!!

yuxyuxyux!~~~

now im a half blind bat :(

it will take wks before it heals...

2 wks to the next checkup~

*[aBout mE]_____

*lurves my family*
*lurves moi dOogie*
*lurves my frenx*
*lurves the sun*
*lurves the rain*
*lurves nature*
*lurves to smile and stay hapPi* :)

*[yesTerdAy]_____

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*ipod nano thanx daddY! :)
*this leathery pree-teH bag tt i caught my eyes on at far east
*new leathery looking pink guess wallet! got another guess! wallet frm smelly,weian,monkeymeng and nina! thanx dearies! :)
*get my driving license asap
*i wana go japan and to aussie again!!!

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